A Simple Start- unedited
I didn’t think today would be the day to start a project. I really didn’t. I’ve just finished ovulating, I’ve had a slightly stressful day and come home with sadness bubbling in my belly because I had a conversation about having kids with a new friend at work. I’m surrounded by beauty, it’s a lovely day outside and the apartment smells of the flowers that I bought yesterday for Zak’s birthday which is today. I finally realized that I’ll never write a book using pen and paper. As much as I love that medium and will continue to use it for poetry and journaling, my wrists just can’t take all that strain. I do work a lot. I feel like I have to. I tell myself that I like to. Really, it just gives me a sense of stability, structure and security. But maybe it’s all a big joke. There is change on the horizon in our life. We’re hearing tomorrow if we got the apartment we applied for. We really want it, the air quality is better there, the location is better, it is bigger, it has off-st...